y0u still loved her` but i will still wait for you
l0ve ishh a big illusi0n ``i shld try t0 f0rget.
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First time Posting this year! well, this year, i guess i have changed.. to become more open minded, and not think too much, and have tried to stop irritating others. haha. WELL.. today sat with JingYin in class, listening to all the lectures. LOL. first was chem, talking bout the oxidation and reduction and redox. SEE~ I listened! LOL. okok.. maybe i did missed out a little. haha, well i revised anyways. today finally got news from Wenbin, saw how 憔悴 she looked. i thought, how? what should i do? well i decided to write a blog, and from today onwards stop giving in! and continue to be bold to let others know. that i am also a human with feeling.
Today is Friday!! hahs.. i just came home from band.. i just am so happy today!! cause i dun feel ignored lols.. I loved French horn when i first came in to sec 1 and now i am still in the band.. i love my horn,, but how am i supposed to get the american accent? lols. why is there so much comments about the horns.. and why is my band major scolding just anyhow.. is going to the toilet something wrong? ppl go toilet also scold.. lols.. what is this? Being a major does not mean that u scold ppl just because the person above u is scolding you.. what is all this? shant talk bout all this unhappy stuff.. Today sectionals was fun.. Took my junior on her high notes.. And laughed alot.. haha..
Today is another week in school.. Have been smsing Ian,, sometimes i just feel really neglected.. it is as if i have done somthing wrong to Ian.. I have been saying sorry at times.. But i really dunno what is wrong. I know he is busy, but in his messages i just feel no happiness.. I dunno why.. But i really feel he doesnt seem to care anymore.. But i just tell myself it is my own thinking.. I dunno if its true.. I really dun wan to lose a friend i can talk to.. someone like him.. it may be because of my self.. I dun really know!! What can i do someone just tell me.. pls><
First day talking to Ian on msn.. lols.. cause i ask yuki jie to give me Ian msn for me to add.. Den he ask if i mika.? Cause i put Uncle Ian on my msn nick.. haha.. den he call me take down.. Den listen to him los.. take down.. After talking, he say anything just sms him.. so he gave me his number.. den i gave him mine lor.. lols.. Den after that 10:01 he sms me tell me go slp liao.. Wa?! i whole day studying lors.. But i dun blame him la.. I am fine with it cause its because he cares marhzz.. He thinks i always msn.. lols.. But its ok lors.. after talking to him.. My Uncle!! haha.. didnt know he was police man!! how can i not know? wa sadded.. den tio laugh.. but nevermind la.. everyone happy can liao.. lols.. den i go on9 blog!! cool!! lols..
Today i went to my grandmother's house as usual.. Den in the afternoon went downstairs,, den my grandmother ask me why never call ian kor kor.. den i stun stun look at Ian korkor los.. den after that call him.. den he ask me if i was mika den i say yes.. den he say the mika he know is only like this(make the small mika action).. den i also dunno what to say.. Just sit there and laugh to whatever he say.. cause he very funny,, he looks like a Kuso person in 5566 shao nian te gong dui zhi wu lin da hui that guy.. After that in the afternoon he brought us to arcade with aunt irene, mummy, wei wei , yuki akina sis.. I really happy.. den he brought us to there in his van.. Wow his van was a whole new experience.. SO HOT!! Still got the breaking den wei wei shouted he continued breaking den behind was like chaos los.. haha.. den reached the arcade play drums and some others den got tickets. Ian korkor had to leave in the middle, den we said bye den he went of.. Den i called K-garden to book karaoke.. then i asked can i book a room? he said can.. den he asked how many ppl i said 8. den aunt irene want me book upstairs der. so i told him i wan upstairs can den he said sorry cant and that they will organise the room for us.. so i said ok. den he asked me for my name.. den i told him Mika.. hahas.. den he was oh? u mika.. den i realise he was Adrian lucky i didnt call him uncle.. lols den he said he will try to make a upstairs room for me but he have to ask uncle leong den can.. den i said can.. and den we hang up.. It was a good laugh though..
Today the 2nd day of new year, I went to Sa lao gu house.. den i saw doggie!! so i play with it!! So cute!! We went there to eat steam boat.. Saw this person at the stairway didnt know who was he,, lols.. they talking say is Ian or Hector or Ian brother.. den i so blur still dunno who is that.. well like i dunno who so i didnt really wan say anything lols.. just let them say.. i also never see Ian or Hector before how i know?! Lols.. den I went to Huiyi and HuiTing house,, again received red packets and was really happy!! hahas. Den played the piano awhile,, and realised that my piano skills really sucked.. Lols.. Going sleep liao.. so tired. Hahas!!
Its CNY!! and i am back.. On the first day of CNY i went to both my grand mothers house.. lols.. den i went to my fathers friend house.. Go there see my darling Jiawen lols.. XinXin WeiWei also came to my grand mother's.. Den xin xin help me tie my hair!! lols.. den after when we were in fathers friends house Jiawen showed me magic trick!! hahas.. Collected lots of red packets!! so happy!! haha.. den came home quite late.. lols.. And here i am posting hahahas!!
tell me what is love?
* l0ve ish n0rt b0ut finding s0me0ne y0u cann live with__
budd findin s0meone y0u cant live with0ut.